it has been more than ten years since I abandoned my pentecostal/charismatic roots. That being said, I think that it is time for me to
out myself, in a couple of regards. Grab an arm of your chair, or, perhaps, both arms, and let’s go.
I still, sometimes, speak in tongues. Not fluently, not prolifically, but, in short bursts. Not necessarily with conscious intent, but, nonetheless, with conscious recognition of what I’m doing. I don’t feel a strong need, or desire, to
stifle this expression. I’m not afraid of the source.
Now, the real issue is, what is to be made of this? When I
burst forth, (always privately) which becomes increasingly less frequent, I always make what is, I believe, a stark observation; I have no occasion to
speak in tongues, except when I am frustrated. It is frustration, or a quiet desperation/exasperation, that seems to always be the trigger. In itself, that would seem to be quite problematic. It brings me to the personal assessment that it is no more or no less than a learned coping mechanism. Well, you may say, doesn’t that prove that it has its source in the Holy Spirit of God? The short answer to that question might be: Well, it does prove that case, if, and only if, all the assorted cults and pagans who speak in tongues have as their source, the same Holy Spirit to which you refer. That is to say, that what I view as occurring in/with myself, is as nearly the equivalent to biblical speaking in tongues as the gibberish and babbling of
said cults and pagans. Neither has its impetus in God’s Holy Spirit.
I consider myself to be a biblically orthodox evangelical Christian. I believe in the Gospel – I would go so far as to say that I believe in the
Full Gospel. I, however, hold no truck with the terminology hi-jacking tendencies of the pentecostals and charismatics. They arrogate such terminology to themselves, thereby, cleaving a broad chasm between themselves and the broader Body of Christ. Too bad! Much could be said of that, but that’s another issue.
Anyway, let me just give a short list of things that speaking in tongues did not/does not do:
1. It doesn’t inch one closer to God. Not to say that that may not be the common perception/sensation. There is a saying, perception is reality, or, perception drives reality – it may be true in this case that, sometimes, the perception may lead to the reality, but, the reality draws near via an entirely different set of wheels. Can not, could not, stones cry out in worship of God? In a coherent tongue?
2. It doesn’t increase holiness. To the contrary, it may diminish our true perception of “the Lord our righteousness”.
3. It doesn’t provide entrance into God’s heaven. There is no merit in tongues speak!
4. It doesn’t increase the unity of Christ’s body. Rather, it creates a de-facto spiritual hierarchy. Don’t think so – are you spirit-filled? If so, what’s the evidence? Oh, that means you’re just saved – I guess!
5. It does not guarantee that we will not fall away, into grievous sin, into heresy, or into apostasy. Lots of heretics speak in tongues – watch TBN, if you don’t believe that. I don’t even have to mention (but I will) the legions of fallen P/C pastors and leaders. Certainly, “non spirit-filled” leaders (and professing Christians of both persuasions) fall, but what are we to make of the supposed distinction/superiority of so-called spirit-filledness? I gotta reject that distinction, if on that basis alone.
6. It certainly does not provide proof that a person is genuinely regenerate, regardless the supposed evidence that it provides the casual on-looker, or the speaker/recipient.
I wouldn’t want to continue this, what may appear to be a round denunciation of contemporary tongues-speaking, without a clarification or two: the first clarification is that I do not believe that
contemporary tongues-speaking, as it is portrayed as “
prayer-language”, is, at all, the equivalent of the biblical paradigm. I believe that the most apparent realized goal of contemporary tongues-speaking is a division of the people of God. Look at the polarization that the issue produces, and then, tell me that I’m wrong.
I can, in the interest of concluding that God can do, and does, what He wants to do, concur with the outside possibility that He might, in His own supernatural power and wisdom, confer upon someone the ability to speak a (normal, known) language that that person had not formally learned. I would couch that possibility in the strictest evidential terms. Hey, I’m from Missouri! I don’t mean 42nd hand anecdotal evidence. I’ve traveled along, and observed, too crooked a road to conclude that no funny business is ever foisted upon the unsuspecting (or willfully blinded). I believe God, His Word, and few others – if they aren’t preaching the Word. Well, would you believe,
no others?
Yeh, my mom was a tongues-talking pentecostal to her dying day, but, sadly, she was never able to discern the distinction between her own, hopefully, trinitarian beliefs, and those of the anti-trinitarian One-ness Pentecostals. Those folks used so much of the same terminology, and dressed so hol-ily! Mom had her own one-to-one relationship with God to the extent that, for nearly the last twelve to fifteen years of her life, she concluded that she had no need to assemble with the people of God, for mutual edification, fellowship, and worship – they just didn’t have the same revelation that she had. I know that her mystic/gnostic notions were deepened by that, “
and the joy we share, as we tarry there, none other has ever known”. Much of her maintenance of that “joy” was ‘
glossolalic’.
I believe in the gifts, and the grace(s) of the Holy Spirit. I believe that the continuing work of the Holy Spirit is not necessarily, or, in most cases, at all, like the posturings and pronouncements of contemporary pentecostals and charismatics. I believe that the primary, and overwhelming, emphasis of the Holy Spirit, is the drawing of men (mankind) to God, by the proclamation of the saving person and work of Jesus Christ. I believe that the Word of God, in and through the illumination of that Word by the Holy Spirit, is sufficient to the accomplishment of the will and purpose of God.
Oh, I still speak in tongues. Not often, but occasionally.
I don’t believe a word of it! But then, there’s no
word to believe.
True tongues are true languages.
Footnote: I wish only to indicate that my mom employed, unknowingly, elements of mysticism and gnosticism. She did not know the terminology, nor the implications. I conclude that that is true of most p/c adherents, and of their theological forbearers: higher/deeper life, inner light, entire sanctification, etc..